Breaking free

I'm not quite sure if it's infatuation or love but I fell for someone I shouldn't had. I knew it wasn't gonna end well, it has always been like that. When I fall for someone before they do in return, it becomes something nasty and dark. I get emotional, needy and clingy. The three things that one should never get, or so that was what I've learnt.

And more often than not, they'll end up saying, "We're not even together, why are you like that?" or things like, "I hate people who are behaving like this, such a turn off."

While typing this, I'm still crying lol. I'm such a fool. Such a big big fool. To think that I fell for sweet whispering and gentle cuddles. That I fell for a simple pinky promise. To think that I fell for someone so quickly.

They have my blessings though..I wish for them not to feel what I felt.

-kaze